I started smoking marijuana at 19. Unlike many young weed users, I started smoking because I had spine damage and I needed something to help with the pain.
Weed provided relief that opiates, and other painkillers, couldn’t provide.
Over the next 15 years my weed usage increased dramatically. I tried to quit several times, but I was always unsuccessful. I told myself it was because I was using weed for pain management, but in reality, I had become addicted to how being high made me feel.
I found myself especially stuck this year, vaping huge amounts of 90% and higher THC concentrate. I was running through a 1-gram cartridge every 2-3 days, which was costing me about $600-$700 each month. Sometimes I’d get high without even wanting to, just because I felt I needed it to feel normal.
So, I decided to stop using for good. And weed withdrawal promptly laughed in my face.
Just three days after stopping, I experienced withdrawal symptoms including stomach cramps, nausea, and a general feeling of malaise. I knew I could feel better just by buying another vape cartridge. And so I did.
I experienced relief within a half-hour, but I was very unhappy with how “trapped” I felt with my heavy vape use. I felt like I could not get off weed. That I was just using too much. Quitting seemed impossible.
So, I devised a plan to slowly taper down to reduce my dosage. My goal was to quit weed without making withdrawal so intense that I could not handle it.
I finished my vape cartridge and began preparing.
Getting Ready to Step Down
I spent the next couple days gathering supplies. These included:
- A 1ml eyedropper that measured in .25 ml increments
- A bottle of THC tincture, a liquid that had a dosage of 5 mg of THC per 1 ml of fluid
- A notebook to record the date, time, and amount of marijuana product I used
Before quitting, I dosed myself until I felt no withdrawal symptoms whatsoever.
For me, this came out to 22.5 mg of THC every 6 hours while awake. I dosed myself a total of 3 times that day, so my total use was 67.5 mg of THC.
This became my baseline dose for stepping down from my weed addiction.
Day 1 (First Day of Tapering)
On Day 1, I set my dosage to 60 mg for the day.
I dosed myself 3 times, once at 8 AM, once at 2 PM, and once at 8 PM. Each dose was 20 mg of THC. I wrote all of these doses down in my notebook, so I had a written record for accountability.
Although I was in mild discomfort and wanted more THC, I was able to control myself and stick to that dosage schedule. That night I had trouble falling asleep, but I was able to get some rest.
On day 2, I reduced my dosage to 52.5 mg for the day.
I dosed myself 3 times, also at 8 AM, 2PM and 8 PM. Each dose was now 17.5 mg of THC.
My discomfort was moderate throughout the day and that night. I did not sleep well that night, but I got enough rest to function.
On day 3, I decided I was going a little fast and dropped my reduction to 48.75 mg for the day.
I dosed 3 times, as usual. Each dose was now 16.25 mg of THC.
My discomfort during the day was starting to lessen and disappear at this point. That night, I slept okay for the first time in two days. I had strange dreams and woke up several times. REM rebound was already beginning, even though I was still taking relatively large doses of THC.
On day 4, I felt that 3.75 mg was about the perfect daily reduction amount for me. I decided for all subsequent days that I would reduce by that amount.
For day 4, each of my 3 doses was 15 mg.
At this point it felt like my body was starting to get the idea of what I was doing. I felt less irritable, and my stomach wasn’t as upset. That night, I slept pretty well.
By Day 5 I had settled into a pattern of getting up in the morning, reducing my dose, and going about my day.
I reduced again, bringing my doses down to 13.75 mg each or 41.25 mg for the day.
This was the first day (besides day 0) that I did not feel very affected by withdrawal. This was very exciting to me because it proved to me that my plan to step down was working.
That night I slept very well, although I did wake up several times.
Day 6 was an exciting day for me. In just under a week, I had cut 30 mg off of my usage and I was barely experiencing withdrawal symptoms.
I reduced again, bringing my doses to 12.5 mg each or 37.5 mg for the day.
At this point I started noticing chronic pain issues from my spine damage reappearing. This was unfortunate as it affected my sleep, but I was willing to live with the pain if it meant breaking my dependence on marijuana.
Today is Day 7. I am writing this at 5 PM. In another few hours I will take my third dose for the day.
My two doses already taken today were 8.75 mg each. It is exciting to see this working. While I do have cravings for more THC, it is not difficult to wait for each scheduled dose.
Reflecting on the First Week of Tapering
I have only been doing this tapering plan for one week, but I suspect that I will continue to have success. The real question becomes, how bad the cravings will be once I step down to zero marijuana use?
At that point, it will just be me versus my brain wanting something it has had in abundance for years. I am hopeful that I will be able to stay off marijuana, but I recognize the reality that I will be dealing with cravings for a very long time. For now, I’m grateful that the plan is working and that I am more functional as I go about my day-to-day life.
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